Yes....Yes I am.

I know. 

This is crazy.

No one reads blogs anymore.

It's no longer the thing to do.

Blogs are empty and lonely.

And something about all those statements totally excites me.

So I am going against the grain and BLOGGING AGAIN.

Why? Because I can.

Hahahhaha.

I mean,  I just want to talk and share and be open. I don't want to worry about who reads and if they actually make it through my SEVERELY LONG WINDED  "share times".... then good for them! It's a win win.

Honestly, the Lord has been talking to me about writing again for a few months. The last two mornings, during my quiet time, I have been asking Him questions back about if this was a "me" desire or a "Him" desire. Because I'm not looking to be known. I just want to write. Yall this is crazy that I haven't even told my husband about this yet.. correction I just did on the way to school today!!! YIKES!!!!! I mean, I haven't written a blog post since JULY OF 2012! Today is March 6, 2019 and I just feel like I am coming home. It is time to document.

I even got rid of my other blog that I had tried to start. This is still carolineintexas and every single post I ever did is below. EVER> SINGLE>POST! I feel so good about not getting a new site and just picking up where I left off.

So much life has been lived. So much growth. So my pruning and hardship and joy. I lost my dad in August and though some of my thoughts on it are in my prayer journals, a lot of things I never wrote down. I don't want to forget the details. With my precious Millie Mae turning 3 on Sunday, I feel like it is time to begin again.

I know that people don't have time to read these. I am ok with that. I am not looking for fans, I don't want to make money of off this, and I don't want to become self absorbed. You don't need my words. But I want to speak anyway. 

I am asking God to protect me. Protect those that He draws to this space. That as I share about being a Disciple and about my daily life that it would meet someone where they are. That is would open me back up after being gone so long and sharing less with others. Transparency has always been a thing I desire and respect. So here we go. I promise to be deep and not that deep. And I promise to point you to Jesus. And I also promise to still type like I talk. I still have zero grammar skills so forgive me. All the english rules never stuck with me and my artist brain. 

So....Hello! My name is Caroline. Welcome to my blog.