Just for now

Just one of those days. When the longing of something seems to grow so heavy on you.....you might not make it through. When your heart is so longing for something that you might not ever really know.

Just one of those days...evenings really, that no one can really understand but my God. So I am clinging to the words in Lamentations that boldly proclaims..."The UNFAILING LOVE OF THE LORD NEVER ENDS! By His mercies we have been kept from complete destruction. GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS; His mercies are NEW EACH MORNING." 3.22-23

Tomorrow I will wake up with a new day, a new word from my God, and a overflow of fresh mercies from Him. My longing heart tonight will be watched over by Him as I sleep. For He knows me and loves me. So I openly and honestly tell you that this is who I am tonight......but this longing does not conquer me, it does not overtake me, it does not put me in the pit, it does not consume me like fire...........it simply and gently places me right back in my Father's arms.....where I have always belonged.

There I will find peace.

Lord I sing these to you....

In His time, in His time
He makes all things beautiful in His time.
Lord, please show me every day
As You're teaching me Your Way
That You DO JUST WHAT YOU SAY...IN YOUR TIME!

In Your time, In Your time
You make all things beautiful in Your time.
Lord, MY LIFE TO YOU I BRING
MAY EACH SONG I HAVE TO SING
BE TO YOU A LOVELY THING ...IN YOUR TIME!
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Why should I feel discouraged, why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely, and long for heaven and home,
When Jesus is my portion?
My constant friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

I sing because I’m happy,I sing because I’m free,
For His eye is on the sparrow,And I know He watches me.

“Let not your heart be troubled,” His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness, I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth,
but one step I may see;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

I sing because I'm happy, I sing because I'm free,
For HIS EYE IS ON THE SPARROW, AND I KNOW,
YES I KNOW, HE WATCHES ME!!!!!!!

I love you Father and I will see you in the morning!