B-R-A-T.....TODAY IS BRAT DAY FOR CAROLINE
Ok, so yes, today was yet another glorious day of Caroline being a big ole brat! I have to be honest with you. Sometimes I lose my mind! Now don't misunderstand me....losing your mind sometimes is good, but not when it involves all flesh and no spirit! Get my drift. Wow, I woke up thinking about the Lord because He had finally given me a full nights rest and I was overjoyed. But somewhere between hanging stuff on the ceiling and making copies........................I decided that I would run my life today! BIG MISTAKE..........why?......because everything starts going wrong and I made one bad decision after another! What the heck caroline........that is what I am saying to myself this very moment!
I can't explain everything that happened today.......but let me just say that I am in need of WISDOM over a situation....not earthly wisdom but HEAVENLY WISDOM! Colossians 1:9 wisdom....."For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding."..............I need James 1:5 wisdom......"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him"..........I also really, really need Proverbs 3:5-6 wisdom..."Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"...........................most important verse to me today is Proverbs 19:21...."Many plans are in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose for him that will stand".(amplified version).
That last verse speaks such TRUTH to me right now! And the hardest thing for me to swallow this evening is the very clear word from Father, that He spoke to me during my bible study this afternoon, that said "Caroline, you must always keep your eyes right on me child.....right here....look at me.......remember caroline that you MUST love the ME with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength......seek first the kingdom of GOD caroline and His righteousness......(remember your pursuit for holiness) and all these things..(the things that you lose your mind over) will be added!!!!!!
So this evening is a lot more pleasant than my morning and I am thankful! Man.....one eye-ball looks to the left and SPLAT.....i get a little discipline from the Lord! He does not play with those that are His!!!!!!! I was a brat and He told me so!!!!!! OH HOW I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!! HE JUST SPEAKS THE TRUTH to YA!!!!!! What a loving Father you are !!!!!!!! But i still need to know what to do.......so Friends, I am asking that you would pray for wisdom over me! That God would open my mind, ears, and heart to hear and know what to do.....even if it hurts! I JUST WANT HIS WILL.......even though I didn't act like that today! I praise the Lord for my Mom and sweet Kelly that pointed me right back to prayer....in the midst of my brat-ness!!! You are so dear! I thank you prayer warriors out there in advance for saying a small prayer for me!!!!! You brighten my day and I LOVE YOU soooooooooooooo MUCH!!!!!!
I can't explain everything that happened today.......but let me just say that I am in need of WISDOM over a situation....not earthly wisdom but HEAVENLY WISDOM! Colossians 1:9 wisdom....."For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding."..............I need James 1:5 wisdom......"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him"..........I also really, really need Proverbs 3:5-6 wisdom..."Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"...........................most important verse to me today is Proverbs 19:21...."Many plans are in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose for him that will stand".(amplified version).
That last verse speaks such TRUTH to me right now! And the hardest thing for me to swallow this evening is the very clear word from Father, that He spoke to me during my bible study this afternoon, that said "Caroline, you must always keep your eyes right on me child.....right here....look at me.......remember caroline that you MUST love the ME with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength......seek first the kingdom of GOD caroline and His righteousness......(remember your pursuit for holiness) and all these things..(the things that you lose your mind over) will be added!!!!!!
So this evening is a lot more pleasant than my morning and I am thankful! Man.....one eye-ball looks to the left and SPLAT.....i get a little discipline from the Lord! He does not play with those that are His!!!!!!! I was a brat and He told me so!!!!!! OH HOW I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!! HE JUST SPEAKS THE TRUTH to YA!!!!!! What a loving Father you are !!!!!!!! But i still need to know what to do.......so Friends, I am asking that you would pray for wisdom over me! That God would open my mind, ears, and heart to hear and know what to do.....even if it hurts! I JUST WANT HIS WILL.......even though I didn't act like that today! I praise the Lord for my Mom and sweet Kelly that pointed me right back to prayer....in the midst of my brat-ness!!! You are so dear! I thank you prayer warriors out there in advance for saying a small prayer for me!!!!! You brighten my day and I LOVE YOU soooooooooooooo MUCH!!!!!!